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falling out of love how easy was for you falling out of trust how easy was for me yeah i'm fine i just need to settle down for a bit. i just wish things didn't turn out like this, you know. your jealousy took away all my friends for you to be the only one now suddenly i'm alone suddenly i'm left alone one day i won't hear this song again someday i won't sing along
is it too late to say that im sorry cause after all this time i am i can't reach you out when i'm lonely I need you right now I'm so sorry I can't take you back I shouldnt want you back I'm getting further and further away from you now but you're still here
Interlude 00:56
why should i leave you when you're right here?
Wisteria 02:18
devastated feeling so frustrated getting so lonely it doesn't make sense to me and i dont know how to hold on the pain inside like you do like i know you do and i dont know how to take the pain that you inflict without knowing you do
i couldn't stop thinking about you months have passed and i've been okay but then it hits me you were not here yesterday nor will you be today it felt like suddenly whatever was happening on my mind collapsed and got underwater so i look at the ground and i see blue, the colour of your favourite flower, i try to pick it up for you but it dies the flowers whisper your name in the wind
uncertainty is killing me slowly but surely now you know what you want now one day you'd say you'd say the next one you're gone you know what you want now
try to ignore it it's bright outside the warmth disappears denial's kicking in ignoring it won't bring it back the clouds keep moving but you stare at the ground it's hard they'll keep moving don't lose track of them your eyes are on the floor, look up.
Lavender 01:26
I'll be okay you'll be fine as long as we can still rely on each other I know it gets hard to breathe I know that it's hard to see what's right in front of you embrace it


released November 9, 2017

recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by me (Guilherme Tavares)


Pedro Menezes: Drums (end of track 2)
Flunkie: Vocals (track 5)

Cover art by:

Guilherme Tavares: Design
Claúdia Sequeira: Photography
Nuno Azevedo: Lavender Photo

Special thanks to Afonso Ferreira (FARWARMTH), Duarte Nuno, Mitch Welling, Nix Éter, Santi, and all my family and friends who supported me to make this album


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