1. |
pretend
05:11
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Here we are again
Another reason to write a sad song
As if i needed more
He let me go for good now
Will i see you again
Maybe we'll just pretend
Say we'll be friends again
Maybe we'll just pretend
Not everyone can stay
As much as i wanted to
Maybe it's better this way
Had to learn it the hard way
Yeah I've seen this before
Say "baby is he just a friend?"
For once put myself first
Had to learn it the hard way
It looked better from outside
I don't know what i was waiting for
Do you feel nothing at all
I don't know what i was waiting for
Forget the past
You move on so fast
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2. |
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Waking up, nothing new
Waiting for a text from you
Wish I woke up in your room
Maybe i'll feel something too
Waking up, nothing new
Light the candles in my room
We should hangout sometime soon
Scared I'll fall in love with you
I'm trying to get closure too
You make it harder and harder
I'm trying to get closure too
You make it harder and harder
Harder and Harder
Trying to find someone new
God it's making me so blue
To see a picture of you two
Yeah baby I'll never go back to you
Try to start something new
Throw my phone across the room
When the red lights forced my view
Wish I wasn't so confused
I'm trying to get closure too
You make it harder and harder
I'm trying to get closure too
You make it harder and harder
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3. |
care
00:36
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Staring down your phone
Never looking up
Maybe i don't care
That i'm not good enough
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4. |
lie
01:32
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I've got somewhere to be
Don't you have somewhere to go too
Yeah i guess i'll be on my way
Waste my time thinking of you
You asked are you okay today
And at a loss of words
I nodded my head yes
I said yes, i had to lie
Tried to hide
How i feel inside
It's on my mind
But i'll make it right
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5. |
twin flame
01:53
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I didn't know you
hated the things i did
Still i told you that i want to see you again
But we don't feel the same
And i still miss your touch
Tell your mom i miss her food
And the way she pretended to like me
Yeah my cat still looks for you
I don't have the guts to tell her yet
Now she spends her evenings alone
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6. |
angel
03:01
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I want to call you angel
Am I going too far
Please don't be a stranger
After dark I am faithful
But I can't you angel
And so many other things
I have to say it's painful
That I can't call you angel
That I can't call you
Why did you call me angel
When we ruled out that spell
We're nothing like strangers
I think I know you pretty well
Now we're laying in my bed
And I can't tell if we're friends
I remember that you said
That I can't call you angel
That I can't call you
Can you stay the night
Made dinner for two
With your tired eyes, you say
"It was all in your head"
Why don't you call me angel
I guess I took it too far
Maybe we could just stay friends
I know that's just what you want
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7. |
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Did you tell all your friends
About when we hungout
In my bed, paint my nails, read my hand
And i still can't believe
It was all in my head
Then you said "can we be friends instead?"
So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
No i don't understand
Why you make it seem bad
To be something else that is better than that
I keep telling myself
I just wish you were here
Here in my bed, hold me tight, kiss my head
So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
No i know i'm not what you need
You don't have to say it twice
And boys are so hard to read
Now i have to pay the price
So don't ask if i'm okay
Don't ask if i'm okay
(No don't ever ask)
Don't ask if i'm okay
(I won't be okay)
Don't ask if i'm okay
(No don't ever ask me)
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8. |
sandy
02:09
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I hear Sandy's not that far
From the city that broke your heart
Change our bed a thousand times
You don't have to cry
(Okay)
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9. |
cusp of oscillation
02:05
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I'd like to stay outside
With you tonight
With you by my side
It feels right
Look at the moonlight
Mercury's shining bright
Thought i wasn't your type
It's alright (Alright)
Laying in the grass
Asked you your rising sign
When you held my hand back
It felt nice
Falling back in love
Taurus moon, Cancer Sun
Yeah i think you're the one
Cause it feels right
It feels right
It feels right
It feels right
It feels right
It feels right
(It feels right)
It feels right
(It feels right)
It feels right
(It feels right at home with you)
It feels right at home with you
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Flyers in a pocket
Touring with my friends
In a supermarket
See your face on a wall
Oh look at you
How far you've come
Smoking in the backyard
Singing all our favorite songs
When this nightmate ends
Hope you'll be right by side
'Cause you saw me looking back
Get the stretcher for me
DMV or cemetery
Open handed, never begging
Light the flame, olympic ceremony
I say hi
License plate says bye, bye, bye
Get the stretcher for me
No, i swear it's momentary
Diplomat i'm always ready
When i wanna go, i'll go
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11. |
before you leave
02:10
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I never beg for anything
I like to think i know what i want
And as stubborn as i am
I fool myself saying i'm fine without you
But i'm not
Oh i'm not
I am begging you to stay with me today
And if this is the last time
Let me kiss you goodbye
Don't you want to stay a little bit longer?
I am begging you to give it a try
One more time before you leave tonight
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12. |
2016 tour CD
04:20
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Came prepared to have our hearts broken today
Showed up at my place and we hesitate
Lay in bed, forget out problems
Paint each other's eyes when everything feels fine
But we're breaking up
I don't know how to feel about it
When it all went down so well
Before it ended we still kissed just like before
And listened to the 2016 Tour CD
Think this through, we're having the best time of our lives
Watching a brand new show, holding each other close
Pause to look at my eyes, we've never felt this way before with anyone else
But we're still breaking up
I don't know how to feel about it
When it all went down so well
Before it ended we still kissed just like before
And listened to the 2016 Tour CD
And i like to think about the past
You're afraid of tomorrow
Repeating myself to keep it in my memory
I'd wait all my life to be by your side again
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